Shyness Blog, walking the talk

Oct. 10/12 Creative Retirement: Reinventing Yourself at Midlife and Beyond

I am a member of Creative Retirement Collaborative! I’m the only non therapist but the other four members like to have me with them because they say, you’ve done it,

Rosewood, SMA

you’ve changed and they have me as an example that anyone can change and better prepare themselves for a creative retirement.

It is lovely not to be shy. Lots has been happening in my life and I can compare now, can see life from the perspective of the non-shy. I have been writing poetry, have some coming out soon in an anthology, am gearing up to do a second publication of Brave, and am doing talks, workshops and panel presentations. Lot’s more to come.

I will try to add another photo before I forget how. Well, I did it.

Posted by HELEN on October 10, 2012

experimenting

experimenting.

SMA

Posted by HELEN on October 4, 2012

July 6/12 Summer Glory

From my window huge Monarch butterflies sally around and a large red Cardinal flew into the woods followed by a blue jay. The sun is sparkling on everything, even a little on me! Next Sunday I am giving a talk on shyness at the UU Church in Kennebunk, my church. Please come if you’re around, it’s a casual affair.

Book

Posted by HELEN on July 6, 2012

June 13/12 A Dog

A Dog

 

Well, I don’t mean just any dog.

I had Peter, Jingles and Rex, then during my first marriage

An Alaskan Malamute, a Siberian Husky and a Samoyed.

My Venezuelan husband preferred anything from the north,

Including me, but maybe I wasn’t from far enough up north.

He didn’t bring those dogs indoors and I don’t think real affection passed between them.

 

Brutus and Jasper lived with me during my second

Marriage. That husband didn’t bond with dogs either.

These days memories of my dogs are held dear,

Adding  animal dimensions of devotion, patience and humility

To my peopleness.

We people are good much of the time, but my dogs were great always.

Posted by HELEN on June 14, 2012

May 26/12 Awash in Beauty

Awash in Beauty

 

From  my peaceful deck on sunny days,

Touched by

Rosa rugosa, oaks, birch,

Hawks, Canadian geese, phoebes,

Cardinals, squirrels, deer.

 

I absorb, I am absorbed

They absorb me, I am theirs,

Like nova cane, penetrating my aesthetics

They overcome me with

adoration into oblivion.

 

There’s more. Sounds

From the Atlantic, owl talk,

And baritone chimes mingle

With syncopated thoughts

Bordering the sublime.

 

This is my bed rock and my blanket.

A world of expanse, color, grace,

Interdependency too, the strong

Surviving.  We are wonders,

Wonderful Wonders.

Kennebunk, 2012

Posted by HELEN on May 26, 2012